curhat bebong3

i won the battle..i fought bravely and become a winner.. a role model...

i became keynote speaker ..good presentation....to the audience....

but i lost the war...the war that leave so many scars....

the end of war...that left me with nothing but pain,devastated and deceived.....




i have to part of the battle...because, that`s what brings me to the way i am today.....

friday di hari jumat bebong

i felt slightest touch from your hand...

i wished i remembered every detail your touch...

but i wouldn`t let my self remembering how sweet it was....


we were passing by....and shouldn`t turn our face again..even just a glimpse...

if i would have enough heart....i would tell you....how i remembered you.....

hujan2x ala bebong

Di dinginnya udara.mendungnya jakarta. dan terbatanya kata...

batu yg keras akhirnya hancur juga...terkena tetesan air yang kerap jatuh....
begitu juga hati....keras melindungi dari sakitnya tusukan namun tembus juga hingga darah
bersimbah....

lukanya membekas....menorehkan sebuah kisah....

andai terangkai kata yang indah..andai ku mampu mengucapkannya...

terkuaklah sebuah alasan...alasan untuk lari atau tinggal....

tak layaknya ku jelang hari dengan perasaan senang...dan pulang dengan hampa....

kadang tak sengaja kulihat goresan luka itu....dan masi teringat bagaimana luka itu terjadi...

tak mgkn kutorehkan luka ini lagi....

dan berharap bahwa ini luka yg terakhir.....

cerita bebong

i have this ritual once a week..to reunited with my best friend the GURU of bebong mankind....where i share all my days in a week....

kadang2x masalahnya serius...kadang2x masalahnya di ada2in....tapi cukup menenangkan...its like sleeping pill that makes you fall asleep in long hours....

kita banyak kesamaannya...sama2x libra...sama2x gayanya...like glasses is the ultimate fashion statement from us..rambut bermodel sama....but thank god i blessed with straight hair....above all, kelakuan lah yang membuat kita bersanding 10 taon lamanya.....

from all the dearest friend i had made...she`s the only one who never judge me..in front of me....dan sangat santai dengan kelakuan - kelakuan yg kami lakukan....

urusan cinta juga begitu....sangat mellow disko..tapi punya ketangguhan yg kuat ketika ketemuan...dan ga sampe memelerkan air mata....krena kta sangat straight dengan mslh budget..untuk menangisi sesuatu,kta lgs berpikir harga maskara yg sudah kita beli....


i don`t know what what i become if i didn`t have her as a friend...more than that...we`re like sister

and just like having sister everyday....that`s how i spent the whole 10 years....with a tiny tears..

senin menurut bebong

SENIN....

selalu malas bangun pagi....selalu malas memulai hari...apalagi ditambah tidak ada uang...makin sedih yaaa...


tapi hari ini sedikit membantu apalagi klo lagunya " love in slow motion" total touch....

saya jadi teringat...perjuangan2x pria2x baik hati ( merka baik hati loh) meraih hati .......dan gue selalu merasa bahwa geu sudah menolaknya jauh2x.....

ahhh,tapi kan klo kata - kata bijak....kita harus cari pilihan yang baik.....carilah yg terbaik buat kamu...

nah .....geu pun melakukan kata2x bijak itu ...walaupun mgkn caranya suka tidak berkenan...

i dream of you...said bebong

time passed by since the last time we spoke....it was that dawn you drawn the line ...
as much as i missed our time..it didnt bring you back either....

i let my self go with the flow...trying to built again the pieces that you`ve had broken....
maybe you see me all built in no time...in a rush.....and you saw so many objects around me has make me to be where i am today...

i let you see me in my most outstanding performance..without even notice that i had let so many tears run through from my eyes....

i let my common sense played along...try to think in positive....when i wished i had remember negative side of you....

but....when i close my eyes...all i dreamt was you....when i wanted so bad to get a good rest from all of the feeling i tried to burried....

bebong mellow swallow discow

i heard this tune from michael buble...it`s called you and i . suddenly, i felt so mellow....

coz before, i told my best friend i thought i had problem with commitment....but when i heard michael`song....it would be the greatest feeling hear this song playin` on my wedding...piano, small orchestra ....and just listen the word...


here we are..on earth together its you and i GOD has made us fall in love its true ....i really found someone like you...

will it say..the love u feel for me...will it say that you`ll be by my side ....to see me through untill my life is through....

will in my mind we can conquer the world... and love you and i....you and i ...you and i....

i `m glad atleast in my life i found someone..that may not be here forever to see me through..but i found the strength in you....
coz in my mind you`ll will stay here always....you and i ...you and i.....


sangat simple...tapi somehow....it really could touch my deepest fear......

will i ever find??