a blast from the past

again ...i didn`t read the sign.
which i thought i`m giving it one.
how...?? you asked
between you and your autis world
between you and your relationship
between the waiting and the wandering


and yet..you said...if i might have a chance
well..you cant
someone already won me...
but....i dont know who i`m goin to end up
it`s still remain a mystery
and i can`t be sure of anything ..at this moment
but...i couldn`t back the to the past