read this : for no longer i can speak to you...anymore

I did what i had to do to secure and neutralize my heart
and so far....i made believe that i did a good job


suddenly,it strucked me that i did not want to forget about you nor letting go
but i had to...because you told me to.


after awhile it was a nice picture i`ve had painted

the ghost of you...showed up....

even worse....



i controlled myself not want to overwhelmed,put on my mask
each word you said,i died a little.


you see...i might be hurt badly

and so you know...i`m worthed...you`ll never find someone like me...
and i`ll never find someone like you...

i`m no longer finding someone like you....

and i`m happy.