i surrender

I wave this flag,,,
Surrender to the feelings I've been carry
before I'm making a fool of myself
Before I'm taking rejection
Before I'm scared of what I see,,,

I surrender

The signs
The feelings
The meaning of each word
Might mislead me to a dream
That I couldn't wake up from

I rest
For now
From creation of rejection
From joyful of companion
From true feeling of love

I prison my feeling
Convicted guilty as charge
For the feeling of needs I've
Shown

And now

Its to leave
Tryin not hope

And let it be how it supposed to,,,

I'm sorry dear GOD
What's wrong with these feeling?
Why it can't stays?