the end of the rainbow

At one moment all i need is placed in front of me.
i need to talk there you were
i need to laugh there you were
i need to hangout there you were


at one moment...
i couldn`t tell is it a real feelings or a companion to loneliness to fill the emptiness
i couldn`t dare to say so early that the feelings mutual
i couldn`t feel what i`ve been missing

at one moment...
i couldn`t stop these feelings.
that i need more than i thought..
but the unhealing wound flash,like a warning signs that i couldn`t be happy coz i`m afraid the happiness will leave soon after.

at one moment...
i have to let go this feelings,because i couldn`t face the fact that it might devastated me.
this is the end of the rainbow..the end of colorful feelings...

as i watched them leaving me....i realize something...i miss it...i miss everything about it..
as the courage arise...i said..i miss him.because i really want it to be with him...